natural.evolution–

bouquets of alstroemeria in crystal vases… the scent of sandalwood candles wafting in the air…. soft I love you’s whispered in my ear… gentle breezes while walking by the water… soulful chords floating out the stereo… good hair days- filled with coils and naps and big bushy hair… my 3 year old nephews voice on the phone at 6am saying good morning aunt chrissy…. long afternoons gazing at paintings and sculptures… times of solitude to reflect and meditate… snapping pictures of Gods creations around me… glasses clinking as we toast the good times…. singing at the top of my lungs in the car with the girls- "before I let you gooo-ohhh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohhh-oh oh"… those that have left me behind but live in my heart… dancing until my body aches… running and watching the sun set… my other nephew IMing me just to check on me and tell me that he loves me– even though he’s a preteen and thats not the "cool" thing to do… running barefoot through the grass… eating off the good china– even if it’s just a bk veggie burger… pilates class where I can feeeeeeel the burn… talking on the phone until we fall asleep… finding that perfect lipgloss… singing so hard I lose my voice… the high of getting on an airplane to go somewhere new… my niece when she smiles and tells me thank you for being her aunt…. running into the ocean… being happy… laying in my bed enveloped in down and egyptian cotton… memories of loves of the past… when my mommy tells me that she is proud of me… a good concert… how my legs look in a good pair of stiletto’s… how my dance class makes me feel… a good kiss… being pampered… how sexy a wrap dress can make you feel…. my sisters— both blood and by fate… a good book… people watching… a good cup of tea… my flaws… barefeet and long flowy skirts…. being a nerd… finding my sweet spot… brown skin of all hues… thunderstorms… those that don’t love me…. the feeling of peace inside that no one else can understand